° AM I Denial .. .. .. .. ~•°.*

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Troy Hagerman

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Subject: : ‘ Denial ‘ From: Troy Hagerman <troyhasmail@gmail.com> Date: 9 June 2015 at 21:05

~*•°. ©2015 JUNE.

” AM I Denial “​

​Am I denial .. whiling away this one life, every moment ​there’s a present .. going down

​Am I denial .. are you Cancerous ignorance with no answers for the impoverished ghetto ​insignificant .. folly clowns , congress , mess, no government .. AM I Denial , lost in styles

Am I denial .. are we ignorance .. I thought for a while .. mental pollution by the world around me .. let men be a super power in energy .. suck your grounds

​dry ​of history ..

​ parkland​

​​slick silky sinkholes drool in

Don’t the foolish find it hardest to learn this new state of change coming on .. where they eat their style and fail to admit denial

Happy Blue thirsty seeds…

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° AM I Denial .. .. .. .. ~•°.*

Subject: : ‘ Denial ‘ From: Troy Hagerman <troyhasmail@gmail.com> Date: 9 June 2015 at 21:05

~*•°. ©2015 JUNE.

” AM I Denial “​

​Am I denial .. whiling away this one life, every moment ​there’s a present .. going down

​Am I denial .. are you Cancerous ignorance with no answers for the impoverished ghetto ​insignificant .. folly clowns , congress , mess, no government .. AM I Denial , lost in styles

Am I denial .. are we ignorance .. I thought for a while .. mental pollution by the world around me .. let men be a super power in energy .. suck your grounds

​dry ​of history ..

​ parkland​

​​slick silky sinkholes drool in

Don’t the foolish find it hardest to learn this new state of change coming on .. where they eat their style and fail to admit denial

Happy Blue thirsty seeds sprout from the waste of the 21st Century

Cut you right clearly jobs will be lost , stop having children there’s no future

1.25 child a household a lonely rebel culture brother sister friend there’s an end

The world around today is flat , the lovely graphical lines go exponential up or dive

I am denial .. I am your final, thought refined, let old men die , they’re far too much the trial tribulation , do we need rejuvenation , calibration, disbanded nations .

Am I denial , refined tailing my way thru the lakes

Am I denial, doing the crime wrecking infecting killing you

Are you Cancer , a viral madness , she and he need answers , from the fascist

4 years in power going for number five sooner a dictator not a transformation

Youth be couth be leaders of the new world , old men die

Thank God you have arrived as there’s nothing that compares to compassion

Belief , action change and reaction with hope and a vision that reigns

… lèè

AtroykA : : Electric Shock Treatment ¦ shock meat; my brain matter (electrocution) | an AjournA from Troy Achronika Hagerman

So now this is my wander my loss wonder lost without thought of days gone by . While I’ll express my rite in writing ritual in fighting flight in lighting peace in truce truth in the finer details regurgitated restlessly heady  smokey olden fading so much memory and wisdom to share of happiness dreams ambition and desire as the suffering at all wanting reaching for thriving in striving hurting in the present every moment trying to recall days of better comforts carefree ways memories of trial error failure losses friends come and gone desire for group success involvement learning painfully acquiring skill over lengthy hours times invested emotion ambition dreams , now is a memory weighing me in ,

who I was to become who I am change has improved me would a great electro-shock theraputic charge erase block place memory in deep cells encrypted far from the recall surface centers Electric  shock  knock out recall so I may take advantage of skills acquired  playing Guitar Singing writing without having painful memories drag me back dragging me down to a now where I can not function, sing play guitar the motive is gone the inspiration depressed will a Shocking CHARGE OF ELECTRICITY  leave me living in the moment and not recalling loathing depression low self esteem from holding me down holding me back , SHOCK ME SHOCK MEAT MY BRAIN MATTER .